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 Last night I stole some time with you to talk about what happened when a man and a woman alone in a room. It's difficult to talk to you alone with Naim around. He can't see we cuddled or kissed. He will start to cry missing his mom. So we tried our best not to do that in front of him.

Anyway, it started when you asked me why the man in the video she saw with me (but I suspected it's Gacha life video) - his private part rise when he saw a woman. I was a bit surprised when I heard this question. I decided to tell you the truth about sex.

After my maghrib, I called you in our room and locked the door. And I explained to you all about it. I stressed about dosa zina. About how much I love you and I don't want you to do all that until you get married. The rest I leave to Allah. I would never stop praying for everything good for you to my last breath. I love you sayang.

Chess

 

I was trying to teach Naim and Cheeja playing chess.

Naim seems to get it but Cheeja made her own rules when she played. 

So today after taekwando lesson I turned on the youtube to show them the rules:

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OCSbzArwB10

I thought they will get bored after a few minutes.

But they were actually watching and discussing with each other and watch the 2nd video.

By the way, it is MCO again and children are learning from home.

On another update, Naim my nephew has been staying with us since February 2021. He goes to Rinching school and Sekolah agama too.

Scrapbook

 I help her with scrapbook for English class at school. She choose to do occupation so I asked her what she want to be. She said scientist who combat covid 19. Virologist.

A week later when she came back from school she said she won 1st prize for scrapbook. Wow. Alhamdulillah.

Proud

 I felt proud when I look at you.

Proud that I managed to raised the little baby single handedly, all by myself.

Proud of what she has become so far though it's too early to predict the future.

But future is forever, until the time we leave.

Life keep changing. Hopefully towards better.

Just to be with me

 I saw her doing her khat homework. Tak payah bersuruh. Cantik tulisan dia. Dah besar anak mak. 

Then she asked me if one of these days I could come and fetch her from school. I was puzzled. Since we moved here I have never fetched her from school. Not that I don't want to. It's out of my way back. I have fetched naim. But that's because his school is near to our house. I'm making a mental note on this. Will try to fetch her one of these days.

A new place, and a boy

 One fine night..in one of our bed time chat, she told me, she likes Balqis' brother. She said Keisha likes him too. I'm worried. 

17 January 2021

We moved to Cradleton on 24 Nov 2020. So this is our 2nd month here. Alhamdulillah, all is good. Hopefully future will be better insyaallah.