Concert at Little Caliphs

Happy 5th birthday sayang

Ya Allah, terima kasih kerana memberi aku Khadeeja.
Sesungguhnya dia lah segalanya buatku dan semuga kau kurniakan aku kederat yang kuat, kesihatan yang baik, umur yang panjang  dan rezeki  yang lapang agar aku dapat membesarkannya sesempurna yang boleh.
Juga aku doakan agar Allah panjangkan umur Khadeeja, berikan beliau kesihatan yang baik, rezeki yang melimpah ruah. Serta keimanan dan ketaqwaan yang kukuh semakin beliau membesar.
Happy birthday sayang. Mak loves you forever.

09 December to 11 December 2017 We were at Palembang

15 October 2017 trip to zoo negara

We went there with abang eham and kak jannah while mama had her final bowling competition.

New home

1st october we were already sleeping in our new home.
Hopefully for a longer period this timw, insyaallah.

House

Sayang, i'm sorry that we don't have a house of our own.
You told me that you want to keep some of your hari raya's money to buy house for us.

Rezeki on a Friday

Its your rezeki sayang.
You teacher Whatsapp me asking if I would like to send you back to school again.
I just have to pay RM250 per month.
Ya Allah, the goodness you gave us is huge and endless.
Alhamdulillah, alhamdulillah, alhamdulillah.

Actvities last week

Mama and Papa and Abang and Kakak came last week.

You and Naim were very excited.

We took MRT to Sg Buloh and back.

Then we went to IOI Mall.

Not going to school anymore

Starting 1st of August I did not send you to school anymore.
I cannot afford it as my financial is too tight and burst most of the time.
But I started missing you being my co pilot every time I go to work and back.

Sports day

A visit to the doctor

I realised that you could not recognise any of the alphabet other than ABC. :(
There's a lot of work needs to be done.

Sampul raya mystery

I found  sampul raya under my table- old RHB bank sampul raya.
I wanted to throw it but thought I just check if there is any content inside.
Turned out there is some cash of RM100 inside.

  

I asked anyone I could think of, but no one admitted to it. The only thing I could do is wish the kindhearted person who gave this murah rezeki and panjang umur.

Breakfast story

We stop at a stall to buy breakfast on our way to your school.
A lady came out from a car infront of us.
Suddenly Khadeeja said, "Excuse me!"
I was a bit embarrassed as I was expecting Khadeeja was going to talk nonsense.
The lady turned her head.
Khadeeja said," your car. The door is not closed".
The lady said," It's ok, just for awhile."
Khadeeja nodded and continue back to our car.
Suddenly I feel proud.

Hari raya

Khadeeja received some duit raya.
When I asked if I could use the money, surprisingly she said I could.
I asked, even if I want to use it to buy new clothes?
She then said, share lah, buy some for her too.
Hehe.

The Youtube generation

Today we went to cibiuk to break fast with Mama, Papa, Abang and Kak Jannah. And also Acu.
Kak Jannah was feeling under the weather so you were left alone without friend.
Suddenly there were this two sisters coming and play with you and I was so amazed that they talked so so like you. American English, and they were just Malay like you and me.
It was nice to watch you play with someone who's almost your age with the same wave length.
But alas, just for the time we were there for they live in some other places,,,not our area.

Earlier in the afternoon, we went to see your Amama and teacher Emy. Both of them were surprised of your visits and love you much. and amazed to see your 19 kg weight :P

Baking for Teachers' day

As she sleeps

I scolded her a lot today because suka sibuk when i was busy cleaning our room. The dust was very thick and having you in the room slowed me as i was concerned with the dust getting knto you. After a lot of screaming from my side at last you slept.
But what touches me is that you were hugging my sleeping dress

sharks' family

whales and sharks

khadeeja's new obsession.

Khadeeja's latest look

Cerita 28 March 2017

You drew the picture below.

According to your description, the two person holding hands were you and Acu.
"Mak maner?" I asked.
"Mak tu...tengah panjat kat atas tiang...",
Mak tak puashati...why should I be the one to fix the tiang.
Why are you holding Acu's hand.
Sentap ni!

ini kerja awak

School trip to Botani Park, Shah Alam

From whose stomach

We were lying down at night,
Khadeeja was telling me stories.
Then she mentioned that she came from my stomach.
I hold  her tight. "I wish you came from my stomach, sayang. But you're not".
She could not understand. I told her.

"You see, there is this lady. She has a baby in her stomach (tummy). Then she went to the doctor  to take the baby out. And she gave the baby to Mak."
Khadeeja asked questions. "But why mak? Why she gave me to you?"
I told her, "Because she has problems. Too many. She couldn't have you."
Then she cried.
"I love you mak".
It took me quite sometime to pacify her.
In the end she told me,"I don't like that story mak."
I hugged her.
I wish things could be different for her.
But it's not.
I determine to give her the best I can. :.\

Rockabye Baby

She tells him, "Ooh, love, no one's ever gonna hurt you, love.
I'm gonna give you all of my love.
Nobody matters like you."

Stay out there, stay out there

She tells him, "Your life ain't gonna be nothing like my life. Stay.
You're gonna grow and have a good life.
I'm gonna do what I've got to do."

So, rockabye baby, rockabye
Rockabye-rocka-rocka-rocka-bye
I'm gonna rock you
Rockabye baby, don't you cry
Rockabye-rocka-rocka-rocka-bye
Somebody's got you
Rockabye baby, rockabye
Rockabye-rocka-rocka-rocka-bye
I'm gonna rock you
Rockabye baby, don't you cry
Oh-badda-bang-bang-bang, alright then
Rockabye

Archery

Today I enrolled you to the Archery class which your school recommended.

3rd until 11th February 2017

You were sick again especially in the middle of the night.
Your tempreture goes up at 38C and 39C. I tried everything I could to bring it down. But it did not happened.

I asked doc to ward you at HSerdang

By the way, I have terminated your insurance. They don't seemed to help much.

Sick

Khadeeja was sick from 4 February 2017 until 09 February 2017.
This morning  her temperature has gone down , alhamdulillah.
In between those days, we went to the doctor three times and once to the hospital to see the "real doctor" (according to you) who took your blood to do blood test and you seems to be clear from any infection.

Batu belah batu bertangkup

This conversation happened when I found out that Khadeeja has finished all there was in the goody bags we got from the wedding we attended on the day. There were three goody bags for each for you, Acu and Mak. But you ate all of mine and yours. So I decided to act disappointed. It so happened that I have told you about Batu Belah Batu Bertangkup story.

Mak : Go where?

    Khadeeja: Don't go pedatu. You don't...don't go  pedatu pedatu.
 
 Mak: Pedatu

Khadeeja : Ehek. Iyer (in tearful voice)

Mak: Where is that? (trying to figure out what she meant)

Khadeeja: You just tell (told) the story,

Mak: What will happen if I go there?

Khadeeja: But just don't go there please...(sob)


Ooo baru Mak faham apa Khadeeja nak cakap hihi.

Khadeeja: I don't want you to go to Pedatu Pedatu

Mak: Why not? You took my popcorn

Khadeeja: sob.

CNY hols

Another drawing of the three of us

Appointment on your insomnia

January